Waiting

Why is it that authors make really amazing stories that suck you in and wish you actually lived in that world but then they just end the book. Then they make you wait a WHOLE YEAR for the next one! What kind of jerk does that? Why can't they just write all the books in the series at the same time so they can just release them at the same time? It would make my life so much better because for the whole year I freak out about what is going to happen next.

Another thing that bugs me about waiting is that I forget the little details and sometimes I forget characters. The author makes you wait a whole year for then next one and they expect you to remember all the characters from the last one! Now I know I could read the first one again but I get distacted by other series and get caught up with them and then I just mix everything together.

I really just hate waiting especially when there is a cliffhanger. Then I stomp around my room screaming at the author and the characters from the books and my family starts to worry about me.

C'est la vie.

"Young Gustave: You look like a *girl*!
Young Danielle: That's what I am, half-wit!
Young Gustave: Yeah, but today you look it.
Young Danielle: Boy or girl, I can still whip you!"-Ever After

Penny For Your Thoughts

What's on my mind? The question is what isn't on my mind. I am thinking about how first term is coming to a close and it feels like it has gone really fast but at the same time it feels like it is dragging on. How I am I able to feel like this?

I am thinking about how I really do not want to go to school tomorrow. I want to stay up late reading or watching a movie and then sleep in so I can feel rested the next day.

I am thinking about how summer is gone and fall is taking its place. I am excited for hoodies, leaves changing colors and Halloween but I am going to miss the warm summer nights and being able to be outside without having my face and fingers go numb.

I am thinking about whether I like this kid or not. He pays attention to me one day and then ignores me the next. What the heck?! Whatever I'll just try to let it go.

I am thinking about my big trip coming up and I am exhilirated just thinking about getting away.

I am thinking about my friends and how we are so close to eachother and can talk about anything without it being really awkward.

"Leopold: Ah Miss Blaine, you dance like a herd of cattle. You are a rare woman who lights up a room simply by leaving it!"-Kate & Leopold

Contradictions

Isn't weird how we have an obesity problem and an eating disorder problem?

Why is it  ok to murder a child in the womb when you could be sentenced to death for killing a child out of the womb?

We are told to be honest all the time but we are considered rude or a jerk if we tell someone they look horrible today or they don't have a great singing voice?

Living in Utah, if you are not married by 24 you are considered a spinster but every where else it's ok not to be married even in your thirties.

When we are little we are told everyone is a  winner but when you grow up you learn that not everyone can win.

Living in a world full of contradictions no wonder we have so many problems.

"Man in Black: Truly, you have a dizzying intellect." -PrincessBride

Rational or Irrational?

I am paralyzed with fear when I see an eight-legged demon climbing the walls. Something takes over me and I am running and screaming away from it while not being able to take my eyes off of it. I don't know why this happen but I cannot seem to stop myself from doing it.

I am scared that Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus might just be another person all together. Who really knows?

I am terrified of driving by trucks because I fear that they cannot see me and will crash into me.

I am afraid that Bella Swan wants to drink my blood.

I am scared of wax floors. Mostly the wax but the floor can also be kind of scary.

I am terrified when I have to walk the opposite way of everyone in the hallway because I can see myself getting trampled. No matter where I go I am always going against the crowd to get to classes.

"Regina: The only way to overcome fear is to face it."-Once Upon A Time

Gentlemen

Why is it that teenage boys are so immature? They think they are so cool when they try to make the teacher look stupid or when they try to do a trick that fails or when they make fun of other people. Spoiler alert: It's not cool! At least not to me. I find it very annoying and that is because I love gentlemen. To be specific, men like Mr. Darcy, Mr. Thornton and Neal Caffrey. If you don't know them SHAME ON YOU! Look them up and take notes. Yeah they are older but they are classy and mature. Not reckless and idiotic. Why is it that we can't have more men like that? Now I know I am a romatic but is it too much to ask for? Girls love chivalry and when guys are polite. We still do like men who are strong and can be our protectors but we don't like meatheads. Well at least I don't. Maybe there are girls out there who like boys who are immature. As for me, I like men which is why I will probably be forever alone falling in love with characters in books and movies for the rest of my life.


"Mr. Darcy: You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on".-Pride and Prejudice

Not Love, Like

I have never fallen in love with someone ever so far in my life. Why? Because I am eighteen! I have no idea what love is. I have never had a boyfriend but even then I don't think I would be in love. I would just be in like. I believe that all teenagers fall in like. Some fall harder than others but it is not love. Just a deep infatuation. Why do I think this? Because teenagers haven't had enough life experience to fall in love. How do you know what falling in love is if he is your first boyfriend? If you never have another boyfriend how do you know if it was love or like? My mom had three serious boyfriends before my dad and those boyfriends helped her realize that what she felt with my dad was love because she had not felt the same way with her other boyfriends. She was in college. How are highschool students suppose to know what love feels like when they have not even lived on their own? I have lived outside of  Utah and people date way more in high school than here. Not steady dating just dates with different people. It gives them more experience to know what to look for when they fall in love. Why are people trying to look for love already? We still have plenty of life to live and we should use that time to get to know as many people as possible. I admit I am a romantic but I know that I am not ready for love even though sometimes I like to think I am. I am only eighteen. I still have a long way to go.

"Every morning I bring you a cup of coffee, just so I can see a smile on your face. Because I think you are the most remarkable, maddening, challenging, frustrating, person I've ever met. And I love you Kate, and if that means anything to you, if you care about me at all, just don't do this."-Castle

90s

A while ago I realized I was a lot like my dad because I long for the 90s again (my dad longs for the 80s). The 90s were such an awesome decade and way better than today. Yeah the technology is awesome nowadays but I kind of feel like there is too much. Seven year olds have cell phones, itouches and all this other technology that they cannot appreciate just being outside and playing with friends all day and getting upset when your parents make you come inside. I didn't get my first cell phone until I was almost sixteen.

I really miss the TV shows from the 90s. My younger siblings watch some cartoons and little kid shows and they are so annoying and cliched! It seems like all the shows are the same. I miss Hey Arnold, Even Stevens, Kim Possible, All That, Kenan and Kel, That So Raven, Full House and all the other 90s shows. They were funny and had better acting, most of the time.

I loved the music also. Backstreet Boys all the way:) I feel like a lot of music today just repeats the same line over and over again.

I guess I'll be done being nostalgic but I hope I am not the only one who misses the 90s.

"Helga: Move it, football head!"- Hey Arnold

Something that bothers me about Humans

Some of you people have really good posts but they are a little too artsy or poetic for me. Where is the humor? Teasing? Sarcasm? Now I cannot guarantee that I will be funny but here we go.

Something that really bothers me about humans is sneezing. Not the sneezing part because I definitely sneeze but it's about what happens afterwards. Nothing......absolutely NOTHING! Whenever I sneeze in class no one says bless you. And it really bothers me. It is not that hard to say bless you. It is just two words. TWO WORDS!! Is it really that hard?

What I hate especially is when the teacher is talking or it is really quiet and I sneeze (I sneeze loud)and no one says bless you. I know you heard me! You looked at me and you didn't say anything! NOTHING! And yet, when the girl in the back who does a pathetic, little sneeze, that sounds like a mouse, sneezes the person on the other side of the room yells "God bless your soul! Are you ok?" And the girl in the back says "Thank you. Yes I am ok." Ugh! You bless her and not me? Sometimes I just wanna scream "Bless me!" after I sneeze just to really point out that no one said it to me.

Now I understand that sometimes you want to say bless you but when you finally work up the courage to say bless you it is too late. If you say it like ten seconds after they sneeze it would just be awkward. Here is my solution. Say it right after they sneeze!!!! Please just say bless you so I can have hope in humanity again.

"Tony Stark: Dr. Banner, your work is unparalleled. And I'm a huge fan of the way you lose control and turn into an enormous green rage monster.
Bruce Banner: Thanks." -The Avengers